Since my last posts we've been back together and life was good, only to find myself back in the familiar place of WTH.
In a nutshell she has left again and won't tell me why. In my confusion of this I have done all the pursuing no no's. She did text me some on saturday after no contact for almost a week. It wasn't very friendly and she said I owed her some money. I went to her work later to pay her and she said that wasn't the point. She bartends and this was a beer tab of 10 bucks. After some small talk I asked her to dinner on sunday and she accepted along with a movie.
So on sunday morning I get a text telling me she tossed and turned all night and we shouldn't be together or go out to a movie. WTH again?
Of course I backslid again and tried to talk via text but to no avail. She's not talking again. I'm trying to be dark but its hard, I'm a fixer.
Could this be the "element" she associates with at the bar? Some of her friends from there deal meth. I hate that and know she's done it. I've confronted her about this and she said she'd stop.
Can I believe this from her or are these crazy moods and rollercoaster rides a part of this?
This has me questioning my own boundaries.
On another note I had contact with XW after almost 2 years and a restraining order. That was weird, her friend, her and myself ended up at her house untill 5 am talking. Wow! Seems we can be friendly and her friend thinks we will end up together again. Not sure where that comes from but hey lifes sure crazy for me now.
I'd sure like some feedback here its driving me nuts again.
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Me 48 X's vary S 27 S 18 Back with high school sweety after 30 years..
