Need to really make changes for me (thread #3)

[mdoodles]

it is very scary, i agree. i waited a long time for my h to come home, this whole process took 2 1/2 years, with him home once in between. now he is here and it is scary. i too, wanted things to change and feel the same as you. all i wanted was for him to come home and now the real work begins. as much as we want change, it is very easy for things to fall back the way they were and i have to stay on top of situations or moods of my husbands that are reminiscent of when things went wrong.

and once we got home, things got alittle weird, versus him being so fine with me telling me he will be home soon, and i should be patient yada yada yada. it is a big adjustment, moving back home.

now that i have reached the goal, its scary because you dont want them to leave again.