Mdoodles, I do think he will be back and he has done this before and God know I will take him back too like a fool for love. But he has to earn it. I need the course of this relationship changed. H has ping ponged before and continued the A throughout. It has to end. And I need to affirm myself and my value to him. I don't want him back if he will continue to take me for granted and to disrespect me. So I hope I continue to do well. Very scared sometimes what the future holds.
