Oh yes: The reason I'm here: Only woman I've ever truly been in love with. She has stated in the past of course, how she has never been this close to anybody. Same here. I never was a lovie-dovie type of guy nor the type that fell head over heals for girls. I had no problems walking away from relationships in the past when they started to go sour. I just did not want to deal with the conflicts. Anyway, man, she changed ALL of that. Was closer to her than anybody, including relatives. We were also the best of friends which was just fantastic. Heaven on earth. Most definitely. I hold on to those memories and try to block out all of the fights that ensued afterwards. Yeah, I carry resentment and think sometimes that I am looney for even wanting to pursue this and I have no excuse. LOL.
