I am not looking to do much more than get a hug or kiss out of her. I know anything more than that is not even an option at this point.
We do flirt a little bit. A smile here, a touch there but I am just very tenative about it. I just made sure that while I was away this weekend that I called each day. I also called when I arrived so she knew I got there safely. Normally I did not bother.
On the way down she text me which I did not hear come in so she called to check to see why I had not responded. I told her I was driving and did know know she had sent me one. We talked for a while and then said good by.
When I got there I read her text and then responded to it telling her that I had arrived. So that is an improvment over the last time I went away and there was almost no communication between us.
And as far as emotions not getting into it, like always I do the best that I can but its difficult because being total unemotional is hard for me its not part of who I am. Always working on that though.
Keep swinging Mike and WT a little slap upside the head now and again lets me know I'm still alive.
