Lady canceled the job we were supposed to do for her, leaving us with a 2500 dollar bill for material.
H has completely gone off the deep end. He went off on me so bad at 5am this morning, ive just about had it. All over the fact I forgot to buy cat food (meanwhile this is the cat he brought home that S6 and I are allergic too). He called me some names and threatened to wake the whole house up because I told him I forgot and that I didn't want the cat to begin with. I have enough to tend to.
So of course he's acting like nothing happend. Thinks I'm just being miserable today... WTH???????
So Im promising myself, once we get through this week, Im just going to tell him that if he doesn't get professional help for his anger and just plain verbal abuse, that I will be doing what I have to.
What other choice do I have??? No, I have no money to leave or a place to stay, but I guess I'll worry about that when it happens.
We can't be subjected to this anymore. I'm beginning to hate this man. Even the good parts of himself don't even look good anymore.
Im so angry, angry that I let my kids down, angry that I let it get this far, angry that I quit a good job I had to help him with the business, Angry that I wasn't strong enough to leave a long time ago, Angry that now my kids life will be turned upside down.. and Its my fault, I should have done something about it.
There's nothing left in me anymore.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
