So now it would seem that you are back to patience! I think it is one of the hardest things to have to "do" but it will help a lot of us reach our goals. Everything can't happen with a snap of the fingers or a drop of a hat.
I do understand really. You have put so much of yourself in already, why do you have to wait some more? You yourself say May/June so you know that you have a bit of time. Make good use and work on your art. You are doing a wonderful job.
hugs, kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory