D1 was doing well this morning. She was playing in the nursery with two other babies, and she was walking around putting random toys in her mouth.
Right now part of me is practically anxious in a desire to contact W expressing a desire for counseling, etc. so that we can hash out our differences. Of course... I've made every opportunity, gesture, etc. thus far and have been rejected on all of them.
So why do I feel a need to continue doing things that won't work? Seems like the only thing that gets traction is the legal issue. I love her. I hate her. I want to help her. I want to let her fall. I'm just a flurry of emotions today. So given that the most rational thing to do is - nothing.
I'll just avoid taking any sort of actions until post Psych Eval hearing.
"You can't reason someone out of a position they didn't reason themselves into."
