First session with our counsellor is this Thursday. It's the first time my H, our IC (same person) and I will be sitting together in the same room. I am so worked up over it that I gave myself a migraine. Need to relax and not get so stressed.

I am really really afraid that H will dump me once and for all (in person, not through IC) but at the same time I AM expecting the worst. I know that EVENTUALLY I will be all right but still this whole process is stressful and it's not a pleasant thing to go through.


Me:39
H:40
S:9
D:7
First Bomb ONS:June 07
Second Bomb OW: March 08
Separated: March 08
M:15 yrs
T:18 yrs
H deep into A with OW
Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09

'Yes, I can.'