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[iwantittowork]

I have not written in much over the weekend, but this am I am really frustrated and just venting a bit.

First, after big issue on Friday night, Saturday I spent most of the day with my D, though all of us were at a school function with my D most of the morning. W was cordial and seemed fine. I took my D shopping, out to dinner, and stopped by the book store we like to go to on occasion to leaf through some books, and share a drink from the cafe.

I then notice that my W has shown up at the book store too, she knows we are there, as she parked right next to us. She does not even bother to come over to say hi to us, so I leave it be, but when it's time to go, I have my D at least say good bye to her. I am cordial in return, but really steamed at this type of behavior, but I don't show it. And work it out myself on the way home and after putting D to bed.

I then started to watch 'Yes Man' to keep myself busy, and try and have a laugh, and the W comes home, and watches it with me. It is a funny movie, so we are both laughing through the whole thing, and then the W heads to bed, and wish each other good night.

Sunday, she asks if we want to go to watch our stepson race, so I agree if I am not going to be in her way, or causing any issues, so we go, I focus on having fun watching something I like, and hanging out with my D, and watching my SS have a good race day, take us out to eat on the way home and put my D to bed when we get there as it's late.

I notice this morning an email from my W, that was the first thing she did when we got home late last night, send an email with the Divorce Mediator information that she wants to go to. Man is that a bummer to come up to first thing on a new week, so just writing all this down to vent a little. I still didn't let this bother me when I was at home, and just wished them both a great day at school/work.

Things I have done for me over the weekend (Other than what I mentioned above)
Setup massage therapy appt for mid week, as I need to try and compliment the work my Chiropractor does on Saturdays on a pinched nerve/back issue I have had for several months. I am sure that this added stress is no help for this issue..