My motivation and reason for waking up every day and putting one foot in front of the other are for our 3 kids. They didn't ask for this mess, all they want is mommy and daddy back together. Today, I was cleaning out one of the rooms in our house. The kids found some pictures of the W and I form her 20 yr HS reunion. I coldn't look at them. Later on, I put the kids to bed and I came into the room and my S5 had 2 of the pictures, there of my W and I dancing and hugging, right next to him. Kids, man it tears me up.
I do get down on myself and my sitch. I look at their pics and I get back up on that horse. I may not like what is happening but I'm not going to quit. I'm fighting to keep this M alive. It's a daily struggle and all of us here, learn from one another. No one has every used the word inspiring to me before. I always see how many people view my thread and the others. I hope that whatever I say or someone else says helps them in their sitch.
I'm glad you decided to post. Like Stuck says, post your sitch. Post, read DB and DR and post again. People will read it, follow you and offer some words of advice and encourgement when they feel it is appropriate.
There are some great people here, you'll soon see. Stay strong!
