Uneventful weekend: No fights, no R discussions, no changes. Some affection, some tension. Crappy weather - lots of rain. I worked out, shopped, hung out with a friend. She worked, worked out, shopped, had coffee with friends. We watched a movie together. We played with the kids.
My mind runs away from me sometimes: is she really off with a friend, or with OM? Is she really working, or is she emailing OM. As far as I can tell, it's all in my mind. No indications to the contrary except my own paranoia.
As someone here on the boards said, "It's impossible to ever prove that something is not happening."
I am slowly detaching from the A. I am determined not to snoop any more - It makes me crazy.
Me 42, W 39, S8, S6, S2 M 11y, A & ILYBNILWY 11/08 Walking away from a bad situation.
