The morning was beautiful. Had a leisurely time getting dressed for church, wonderful worship and sermon this morning, very applicable to where I am in my life at this moment. All was going well.......until......
Gabe called to tell me he was bringing Marc home early (about 3 hours early) and he needed to talk to me. I immediately thought Marc must have done something to get into trouble there but didn't voice that. Gabe quickly told me that Marc was fine and it wasn't anything to do with him. Oh crap.....that could only mean he wanted to talk about something that was going to affect me poorly. Yup. He sat down on my porch and told me that he wasn't going to go into details but he and the broom had, in his words, "another blow up this morning" and he is leaving and moving back to California in two weeks. I'm totally and completely going to be a single parent now. No help at all. Gabe sat on my porch for 45 minutes crying and telling me what a screw up he is and how he ruined my life. We talked for a while with lots of circular speaking that got neither of us anywhere. He's a mess and he has to fix his mess. I'm just freaked about what he might do to himself after some of the things he said. He's going to live with his mom in her tiny 1 bedroom apartment and she's totally emotionally unstable. GREAT! Just where he needs to be.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
