Now that you are D you have to stop analyzing everything H did or said. You have to let go. Go out and live your own life without him. Be cordial and polite when you do have contact with him but detach completely for your own sake. There's always a chance he may change his mind one day but you must now move on.
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
