Hope you are feeling well. I appreciate your advice about being "mysterious", acting happy, etc... I have been doing really well about the acting happy part until yesterday/today. We went to dinner tonight by ourselves (I kind of had to bug him to go). During conversations, I was mentioning some places that I would really like to visit again, places we had been together, and he very abruptly changed the subject. Was not even very nonchalant about the way he changed the subject. I got up and excused myself....held my tongue....went to the ladies room and returned, and tried to return to the subject that he had brought up. I am so sad about this!! I wasn't talking future with him or anything but I think he took it that way. Anyway, thanks for listening......
