Well wife texted again...

W: (Brother has to go to L.A. this week for a doc visit. His left side of his body went numb the other day after some chest pains.

Me: is he ok?

W: Dont know yet. Hes fine right now, but the fact it happened and the hospital here said it was nothing is why thier going to LA

Me: are you ok?

W: I dont know

Me:we are praying that whatever it is he will be ok and they will find it if there is something wrong

W: thank u

Me: I'm sure he is going to be ok LA is a big place with lots of good doctors. (Brother) is to good of a person to have anything bad happen to him. (was trying to be optimistic)

W: bad things happen to good ppl all the time (ironic..)

W: But thank u so much for the support

I wanted to TALK to her soooo bad i wanted to tell her i loved her and that i would always be here but resisted dont know if i should have i know she is scared for her brother and i know she was trying to lean on me to make her feel better....