I wished I knew something to say to help you feel better, So Tired. I know it must be how a person feels when they have had their mate to die and find that it still is a natural reaction to want to call them or talk to them. The destruction of a family is so sad and I know this is killing you and especially where your son is concerned. I pray that things will be better for you soon.
Sandi
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!