No response from H to the email, but he did respond to my text this AM re: unpaid cc bills. Said he's meeting with a credit counselor on mon. 1st indication from him of doing something responsible after moving out so I take that as a good sign. He's just 2 weeks late on 2 bills, but the cc companies are calling already. I'll get back to them after H's mtg on mon.
I asked via text how he was... just a few short msgs back and forth but when I said I was good too, he wrote 'that's good!'. Probably eases his guilt to hear that, but I am trying to give the indication I'm doing all right and moving on. I'm actually starting to believe it. I don't think I've cried all week, and I know I can survive without H if I have to. I really wish he'd warm up to me, and we could rebuild the friendship and maybe more. Baby steps. Maybe this morning's conversation is a small step in that direction, but only time will tell.
