Just so you know...

[bluerain]

Thanks Karen, it helps to have someone remind me that things will be ok.

What a difference a day makes! Its a beautiful day, my poor old doggy had a poo free night, She has really bad arthritis in her spine, leading to poor nerve conduction, and the fecal incontinence sort of spells the end of the road for her. Thats another reason why the poo mess really made me sad. Im just going to let her sleep on the couch and eat lots of treats.

Its 51 degrees!!! And its only 9:20!!! Its the warmest its been this year, and so early in the morning! Today is going to be absolutely beautiful. My PMA is so much easier to maintain with bright sunshine!

I texted with H several times yesterday, he initiated the 2nd and 3rd conversations, I wanted to let him know about my uncle. I told him about this island that I would like to have a house on, Pennock Is, in southeast Ak, (Of course I wouldnt ever go back there, its where SHE lives, ugh, she ruined one of my favorite places for me!) and that Ive had a few dreams about it. He said that he wouldnt mind being a pennock-er. Hes been talking about things that "We" would do and that makes me nervous, since hes not right here, and I cant actually speak to him without breaking down (Talk about acting "As if"!) its tough to tell exactly what he means.

Im going to head to the nursery with my dad shortly, mom tried to get to Or. in time to say goodbye to my uncle, but dad doesnt fly out for a few days, so hes all by himself. Ive got to get him out of the house. Its a great day to plant some stuff! But its kind of a pain because its still getting below freezing every night so everything that goes into the greenhouse in the morning has to come back out at night. Its my new routine.