I am making a choice here. I've made a decision to live for those around me and stop getting inside my head. It's not a good place to be and trying to concentrate on myself only makes me feel worse. There is a real possibility that I am one of those people that was put here to be 'supporting cast' and I need to be content with that. Battling that is probably what is making me feel so down.

I've begun a search for a new career, God help me. I'll keep you all posted on that.


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!