Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

when u start realizing that you and ur x dont share common goals and interest anymore it brings u to another level of letting go and yet even more healing.

i think the further i am into this the more i see how really messed up in his mlc he is. i haven't wavered i do believe it is a "sickness" but i also believe that they have to want to heal. and they dont. my x pretty much says it. so while they are in their battle with disease we are in another battle of our own and it IS the battle of healing.

last night i realized why i have had such a hard time letting go. it is what i originally fell in love with, what drew me to him. it was 2 things his sense of humor and his gentleness. those 2 things are still alive in him.... and yes that is what draws me to him (in my own mind).

But the rest of him? No i do not know that person....very strange and seriel sad