I am still here and I need some HELP

[whitneypinch]

Hello AT,
I had a look at some of your posts as well. Hey, I live in Toronto. My parents are from Ohio.
As far as me...I am working on building a business. I have worked so hard to improve myself over the last year and a half. I have worked so hard to show my ex how much I care. It just feels wrong to walk away and detach from her but I guess I have too. We have contact at least 5 times a day.
Today I am going to my kids fun fair at school. We are the only divorced parents there.My ex is from a wealthy family so from the day this has happened she has filled her life with fun activites.
I just wish this would go away. If we did not have kids then I would never see her again. The daily reminder that "I am not good enough" is constantly there. She wants me in her life but only as friends.