...He's been texting me a bit this morning and seems he was drinking coffee for the last 3 hours in the pub!! Thats a relief. BMF wife J rang me last night and he is home without Helen. As I suspected.
Cher told me last night that my ex told G that he misses our homelife together, things like snuggling up on the sofa every night, being with me at home. Thats huge! I always said we had a lovely, harmonious homelife. He really does seem to be coming out of the fog, realising what he has done and what he misses.
BUT.. I still worry that he said (as he did in November).. "I feel guilty all ways" - meaning toawrd her, as well as to me. So he does have some thought to her feelings and some loyalty? He is STILL with her afterall. Although his friends all believe that is only because he is working for her organisation at the moment on this contract, sat next to her and as soon as it ends, he will end it with her.
