you can begin by trusting yourself. Remembering that once, before xh and xf you were a happy confident woman, go back to basics. Find a place and make it your own, surround yourself with good people, find your old gal pals, join a church, and *stop* talking with him so much! this will never end, you must end it cold turkey. I swear, it's just like x and then-ow, somehow they kept in touch, he wasn't supposed to call her but he did or she did and on and on it went.
Change your phone #, move farther away, do something, anything! get the ball rolling.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.