Antlers, I'm so sorry you got the secondary bomb last night - for me it was this past Sunday, and I'm still reeling. I don't have any advice that hasn't already been given, but wanted you to know you are not alone, I am in the same boat in the same polluted swamp that you are, and we will make it through this.
Like you, I really feel like my family is disintegrating around me, I can do nothing to stop it, and it hurts worse than anything I have ever experienced.
There is some good advice on my thread, so you may want to jump over there and read it.
Hang in there buddy, it will get better.
This is exactly how I feel! I'll go to your thread and look for more help...thanks. Thanks for the positive strokes too! I'm sorry for your troubles song. I hope it gets better for us both! I've been taking Celexa for about 2 and 1/2 months now...and I do think it helps! I just want to be able to get through the weekend OK, and not get too worked up over this...I'm by myself all weekend.
It's a damn shame that we have to lose the things we value most before we pull our heads out of our rearends and start doing the things that we should have done long ago.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
