I am afraid. Definitely. The future maybe? Making the wrong choice? Being alone for the rest of my life? Raising my kids? Trying to figure that one out. K
and now?? you are alone in a twosome-kind of, sort of, well you have a Mrs in front of your name
what choice are you actually making, we are all some what scared of the future whether we 100% we belive we have made the right choice. Without love we are always afraid, with love we climb mountains in flip flops. OK a bit poetic but I hope you can SEE what I am saying. One step thats all it takes. Maria, no one can help you, you and you alone have to get to that place, we can only support you from a distance. I understand the "Flirt" I would be horrified too.