I've been at this for a little over a year now like yourself. I do see glimmers of hope between my W and I, but it's going to take time. And you're right...alot of patience on my part.
Do you have a thread going now?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.