You (and another post, think it was dburt on another thread) inspired me to shop for "undergarments" this am. Cute! Lime Green (muted) and Light Purple! And, a nightgown to match!
This no white thing is working. It really reduces the belly fat. (Sounds appetizing, eh? LOL) I'm not REALLY that overweight, but I would like to take off 15 lbs. I carry most of it in my belly (thank GOD for SPANX) and boobs (wouldn't mind keeping those!). But lately, it appears gravity is making everything sag. I even found some sagging skin next to my knees! GROSS!! That's new!
I'll get where you think I should be. I'm terrified though! It was a month ago that I freaked him out again, and he said nothing's changed, blahblahblah... I don't get it. He "acts" like he likes me. Seeks my opinion on things, finds me to tell a story to, engages me when he's home, etc... We're just missing the intimate connection (emotionally and physically), and he's NOT easily backing off, or proactively working to get it back. Funny, his family is odd... He has two brother's he doesn't even speak to (wrote them off - issues as a business partner, etc...). His mom was gone before we met, and his dad was odd, too (since passed away). I kind of get the feeling that his parents co-existed (even though they had five kids, and my FIL was 50 when they had my H.
I guess I'm just not sure what to do. We've never TALKED about things when I hadn't blown up first, and blew up his phone w/calls and txt's. He will NOT leave our kids. I'm 99.999999% sure of that. I will NOT live this loneliness for a lot longer.
Sigh.
Thanks for your support! Good luck w/the pick-up and reunion! I'm jealous!!!! (I just wanna watch! LOL)
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
