I get what your saying now burt will def. apply it.

Got the normal goodmorning text today except it was at 0530 (know that this is what time W wakes up) this morning i recieved it as opposed to the normal 0630-0730 when she gets to work and is just sitting around. Will take this as a good thing but will not get overly excited about it as it might just be a fluke. Im just looking for positives.

Felt pretty bad this morning at first, but finding it alot easier to deal with my co-workers today and starting to feel a little bit better about being here. Decided im even going to have a BBQ sat. and make my FAMOUS ribs lol.

Need to talk to BIL and make sure they dont say anything to W about me talking to them dont want another incident like yesterday. They can speak thier own minds if they feel to do so. Even though we are good friends and i would normally talk to them if i needed to about anything else, i dont think wife would take it that way with this situation after yesterday.