Holding onto Hope

[In Limbo]

Let me clarify earlier post. Last night I did a great "as if" when H came home from event I strongly suspect with OW. This morning I just couldn't take it. I asked a couple of questions and suggested that he was hiding stuff. Got the normal anger about me "snooping" or "stalking" and he said he just wanted me to leave him alone. All the stuff DB tells you NOT to do for all the reasons he expressed. So now I sit here, knowing how much I screwed up and not knowing what to do now. I don't think I can keep living even part time with H when I can't trust him at all. I want to schedule time to talk with him to suggest he move out permanently and we separate finances. But is it pursuing to contact him and ask for that time?