A new thread, a new outlook.....

[Can it work]

Isn't it strange sometimes when something seems to give you a boost for no particular reason? I've just come back from lunch and found myself having a new found confidence in my ability to fix my M.

I was e-mailing a friend this morning and we were discussing another friend and how she never seemed to wear dresses (random conversation but there was a point to it). Anyway, I'd said that I was sure that she'd worn a dress to my wedding but I'd go home and check the photos to be sure. Turns out she was wearing a dress but that's not really the point to this post. It's been a long time since I looked through my wedding photos because I thought it would be too painful. To be honest, it had the opposite effect. In all the photos, my W was looking so happy I couldn't help but smile with every page turn of the album. Looking at myself in them too, I saw that I've definitely lost weight and look better than I did back then. It convinced me that my W can obviously find me attractive because she has before. Most importantly though it showed me that I have the ability to make her happy. I did it for a long time. Somewhere along the lines though, we lost our way and things took a turn for the worst. Nothing lasts forever though and I am more confident now than I have been in months. I know I was getting better within myself and really managing to GAL but I don't know if I was ever confident in my ability to turn this sitch round. Now I believe it may be possible.

What a pleasant lunch!

Kev