Youve been reading my posts long enough to know that dark humor is just a coping mechanism for me. I am emotionslly drained at this point. I want it to be done, It's taking a toll on my relationship with Gym Woman, who just last night said "I don't think you really want to get divorced" because it seems to be taking forever. This, along with D17, not wanting me to speak or spend time with Gym Woman on her days with me, is grinding. This whole processs blo*s!
