BND I know that I need to heal, I know people have told me that. But I am lonely, I cannot help that. I know I need to occupy my time with other things. I worry about finding someone and starting over.
BND you had contact with your h all along from what I read. My xh wants to pretend I am dead. If we were civil during this it might be easier for me, I dont know.
The key is to find some fun and interesting things to occupy your time. Those should take the sting out of the rejection. Talk is cheap - action and plans are what we want to hear.
I have give up hope on my xh I guess. Yes you are right, someone could easily take advantage of me right now. I must have missed that part. Did you not have any contact. No texts, emails or nothing. Did you think it was over for good? Did you, like me, give up hope.
The key is to find some fun and interesting things to occupy your time. Those should take the sting out of the rejection. Talk is cheap - action and plans are what we want to hear.
Do you need ideas to GAL on your own?
Yea ideas would be nice. There isnt much you can do without money is there?lol There are things I would like to do, like landscaping, *if I can keep my home*, but that takes money. Until I get a second job, and I am working hard on that, it will have to wait. There was one guy that asked me if he could call me but he acts like he is no longer interested. I thought about emailing him and saying what the heck is up with you. Kerry he asked me over and over if he could call me. He emails me and asks what I am doing over the weekend and I think, ok he is going to ask me out, then I say something like I dont know what would you like to do and he emails back well I think I will go to xxxxx house. NO INVITE. What should I do? I want to say why did you ask me what I was doing? BUT I wont do that.
BND here is the thing. Really I want to wait on my xh if I know there is hope. I dont want to be with another man. But then I think am I wasting my life. What if I wait and dont go out and date and then 2 years pass and nothing, thats 2 years of me life that I cant get back. That scares me.
