Im trying to learn to take my advice but its not that easy. My H has filed the paperwork and has made it very clear he doesnt want me. I am still praying cause i'm having a hard time with just not wanting to give in and give him what he asks for now even though its not what i want. I know its not over until its over but I dont know how to tell for sure what I need to do. I think I am letting my emotions get in the way of what God is trying to tell me. This is so hard. Thank you guys for hanging around with me though. If my marriage doesnt work out I know that I will find a way somehow to dedicate part of my life to helping any other marriages i can.
