Oh My! I saw a picture of my xh today and he looks AWFUL! I am not trying to be mean. He doesnt even look like the man I married. He has lost so much weight and his skin is sooooo brown from the tanning bed and he looks tired to me. Doesnt EVEN look the same. I dont even know who he is. Plus my son told me last night that his dad wasnt taking him fishing this Friday like planned. This time last year that is all my xh and son did was fish with their friends. My xh LOVED fishing better than anything. Now its like he isnt interested. He has almost given up the one things he loved most. He is putting all his energy into this woman. What happened to the man I once knew? The man that loved his family and loved to fish and enjoy life? I truly seen today and I truly feel he is in MLC, he is trying to be soooo young and start his life over again. He guys just had to see that picture. I could of course be reading to much into it, it was JUST a picture. Other than feeling sad for him, It didnt bother me to look at them together. I am happy to report that I am OK. REALLY! Looking at that made me realize that IS NOT my h, that was a stranger, my h NO LONGER exists. KWIM?
