Yes I'd love a stuffed pepper but only if you stop this nonsense talk! What good is faking the happiness? be hurt, gosh even be angry if it helps but unless your going for Saint of the year, allow yourself to feel all the normal emotions just not the selfish one, okay? I have read enough of your posts to know you are a good and kind person,don't sell yourself short.
Consider yourself very gently reprimanded. I don't mean you have to spoil his pleasure in it just be human and don't feel guilty about not sharing his joy.
