the pants traveled #18

[Babygirl]

hey all another gloomy ks day here. feeling so confused and frustrated. H comes and eats dinner then leaves. talks to me about his new harley and wants my input and opinion on which to buy. if he wants a divorce so bad, why doesnt he just buy what he wants? why does he still call every day on every break, just like he has done for years and years? its hard to be excited for him about his new bike, even tho i am, when it was our dream, and that dream doesnt include me anymore. it makes me feel really selfish.