Slowly but surely - detach and 180

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So the last week or so has been good. Almost all positive interaction. Yesterday I didn't do so well. I pursued. Had kids call her to see if she wanted to go out to dinner with us. D6 broke her arm and got a cast yesterday and I used that as an excuse. She didn't answer and didn't call back until after so I don't know if she would have said yes. I also called to ask her stuff twice. I could have e-mailed instead.

Good interactions. Garage sale on Saturday at her house. Roommate was also there who is friends with both of us. We chit chatted and she even asked me to go along to check out some of the other garage sales.

This morning I was at starbucks with some mutual friends when she came in. She came over and sat with us and chit chatted. It was not tense and was fun conversation. I left before her to go to work.

She looked really good this morning. I had a hard time not staring at her. She wore a blue shirt that really makes her eye's look blue. Makes me miss her a lot.

Still working on detaching. I go back and forth between thinking she will come around for sure, thinking she may or may not but I can only try, and thinking there is no way and this is useless and I am only hurting myself more by trying. The last one I can usually talk myself out of withing a few hours. Still think about her a LOT. I really like seeing her when we come into contact. I hope it doesn't show that much.