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M but alone what a lousy place to be in.


Yeah, I hear you on that one.

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I want to lean on someone but cannot


I hear that one too.

I had times when 'status quo' was moving backwards. For me things were not acceptable so staying the same felt like things were getting worse.

Your time away this weekend will give you time to think. Don't let feelings that you're being selfish chase you away from what you need to do. Hope that makes sense, I have a feeling it will.

WT