I will take your message and use it as a home work assignment to focus on me for a while. I guess I have let myself be overburdened by my life. I can see that I am not the same man I used to be and would like to regain the way I was. Of course this will be no easy feat. In the 6 years since I left the Corps I have gained weight and started to grow into the man I never thought I would be at 30. I will start on this quest of changing my life and repost as nessarry thank you for the information.
