Dropping the rope

[peacetoday]

Hi

H called me 5x today..wanted to tell me he had pinkeye
He still looks to me as his mom????
why not call his 28 year old live in GF

Oops hope she doesnt catch it!

I realized today that I still have some unresolved issues with H
that are not settled in me
The OW--although I feel less threatened by her and I feel more and more she is nothing
it still hurts that H chose her over me
I also realize I cant more forward with this guy until I have clearer closure here
H and I need to resolve the visitation issues between us
I think I found a couselor to see us and H has agreed to go for coparenting visits
I have to finish this process in my heart and mind,then I will be free
peace