i also realized something. our lives are not even on the same path....
i read my Bible, go to church, listen to God stuff. i don't have casual s**, i have been in counseling for 2 1/2 years, i am healing
he chooses to stay away from church (and i understand that one), hangs around people and stuff that is the opposite of God, does have casual s** and has run from his pain.

what do i really miss? it baffles me still.... cause yes I can tell you i still love him.


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again