i also realized something. our lives are not even on the same path.... i read my Bible, go to church, listen to God stuff. i don't have casual s**, i have been in counseling for 2 1/2 years, i am healing he chooses to stay away from church (and i understand that one), hangs around people and stuff that is the opposite of God, does have casual s** and has run from his pain.
what do i really miss? it baffles me still.... cause yes I can tell you i still love him.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again