Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

Dang softball games.... and this time x was late..standing behind me at the bleachers.. so I said "u wanna sit here..." he says yeah sure... and the night began.

he was a fidgety mess...it was weird normally he just sits still..he kept saying it was the mosquitos. Maybe it was

me..i was normal..nice tried not to pry or ask questions..talked about his work bla bla bla

wierd. just plain wierd.

now i stop and think about the empty conversation, cause that is what it was. think about the lie when i asked him "what did you do for easter?" and i know he went to vegas...he says.. hmm nothing.

again i go back to my own list..what do i want? honesty- integrity.... he doesn't have it.