Thanks Kalni. I'm glad I sound good, but I don't feel it! When you asked about goals....I have a few personal goals: 1. lose some weight 2. let H spend more time with D2(he says I never let him) 3. get a part time job in evenings and weekends (i stay at home with D2 during the day) But really my overall goal right now is to be back together by the 1st of June for the family vacation/reunion (my side of the family) to the beach.
He says he was thinking about leaving right before I got pregnant. I'll give you a little background (I'll try to make this as short as possible We met senior year in HighSchool. Dated for one year:cheated on me. Found out after the fact:he begged me to come back. I came back. A year later, he said he wanted a break. I met someone I worked with and ended up engaged after 2 months of dating. My now H begged me to come back, didn't for a few months. But ended up calling off engagment to other guy and getting back together with now H. Now H and I dated off and on for few years. (I'm pretty sure he cheated on me again-but never knew for sure like the 1st time) He moved to a different state after graduating college-we tried long distance, but didn't work. I ended up moving to that state,under false pretenses because my best friend lives there. But really I was hoping to get back together. He wasn't interested and I was devestated. Started dating someone else. That ended up making him CRAZY jealous. After a few months he just shows up and proposes. I say no. After a few months, I change my mind and say yes. We get married and live in that state together, buy a house. I complain that I want us to go back to our home state, so we move back. Once we move back, he says he never wanted to leave and we shouldn't have moved...he's mad at me for the move. We buy too big a house we can't afford and fight about money all the time!!!! I get pregnant.....you know the rest!
