I will be more cautious when speaking with the MIL. I have always had a close relationship with her and really didn't think twice about it. Also, my curiosity got the best of me and I was wanting to know what she has been up to. This isn't focusing on me and I realize that.
PH, I really like your quote at the end of your post. It rings true. The hard part is imagining being happy without that my W in my life. I have been with her since I was 15 yrs old and don't know what life is like without her. It is scary at time. I know that I will be happy again, but there are times when it doesn't feel like it. I need to keep picking myself up and dusting off. The highs are getting higher I have to admit and the lows don't feel quite as desparate. It still hurts though.
M 30 WAW 29 T 15 M 5 ILYBNILWY 3/8/09 Separated 3/14/09