It seems to be working.... sometimes #2

[sandycay]

Well, H is off for a month long trip for his real job. ( not the Air national Guard job) He is in the final stages of getting his guard job moved from TN to WA state.

It's been a year long process but I think the final paper work is out there. He wants me to travel to Tn in June with him for his Final Flight with the Unit. It will be weird as I have only met 5 or so guys briefly that he has worked with for 8 years. Some of the know of OW but I won't or dont' know who. I wonder what people will that of that... not that it really matters. Just a human physchological question. Do you often wonder what people think of you that know?

Anyway, a little snaffu came up before he left. The company he works for changed cell phone providers and went to Crackberry's so they would be able to receive emails.. get online, etc since they are often out of country and the email and accessing the companies secured web site is sometimes impossible to do in foreigne lands. Well, now we (I) dont have access to phone records anymore.... company HR said something like since the phones are receiving secured emails.. (he works for company with lots of secrets) they don't want people to have access to records. He is still pursing this as he left, He has called the HR person 10 times and emailed her with his request and she has never returned his phone call.

So don't know what to do about that. It makes me feel better when I look at them (which I don't often) and nothing is there.

Maybe it's a good thing to happen now, but I don't like it. I know I don't need to look at it forever but it makes me feel better knowing that I can.

Day 1 on his trip ... I have been chipper on the phone, let him know I was thinking about him (gave a specific thought) and that I miss him (but not in a Whiney way). Only 29 more days to go.

My goal this trip is for 24 hours at time. I will be positive and supportive of his job.

I made sure he got in lots of time for fishing and even an over night trip only a few days before he left. A 180 for me. I pushed him to go almost daily ( he didn't go every day, but I suggested it) because I know he is missing some of the fishing season. I usually go but am not cleared by surgeoun to go out on the boat. The sound can get choppy at times. So I think he was pleasantly surprised that I encouraged him to go without me. 180 for me...

I can't believe it's coming up on the year mark for the middle of the night phone call that changed everything for us.