I applaud that hesitation. I just think that you're not done yet. Doesn't mean it will happen quickly. I take heart in seeing what you went through, your current choices and seeing that you are not yet done.
Glad to have seen you post.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
