The adventure continues- part 4

[AFWAW]

Thanks everyone for your input. I'm tired of this naseous feelling everyday and indecision on my wife's part. So, If the light is on I will have to do some serious contemplation about what to do on Monday. I have to know what this guy looks like and based on the location/positioning of the apartment, the only way to do this is to knock on the door. I honestly don't know what to do. While it pains me that I feel like I should do this and I really don't want to jepardize my wife's career, I know if I do this there WILL PROBABLY BE NO CHANCE FOR RECONCILIATION! I am praying, praying with all my might that I don't see a light on in that apartment and that she really did break it off w/ OM and is just taking time to get over it. I know I'm worth more than this but it still hurts tremendously!