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[iwantittowork]

Another thing that I have been thinking about, I had been worrying that if she wanted to end the marriage, I would have to figure out how to split things up, how to move out of the house. I'd have to keep paying the bills while I don't live there any more.

Now, I really don't want to leave the house, should I have to when I am not the one that wants to end the relationship? Should I have to pay for her cell phone, gas, etc, and keep everything in order that I have been doing?

I don't look at this in a spiteful way at all, just given my frame of mind, why was I trying to take on all the responsibility for that, when I am not the one trying to end this?