Separated but keeping the Faith

[jaguilar]

I was doing good. I was in a good place. I was dealing with the whole situation and now I ahve to pay child support and I get to see my kids less. I have been trying to find another job, during the day. So I can spend more time with the kids. I've been there since day 1. I'm not a dad that is ready for free time, these are my kids. This is why I got married, to have kids, take care of them and watch them grow up. The kids and I didn't ask for any of this mess. I know the W and I brought it on, I can see the writing on the wall. I'm trying to DB put be ready for the end. But then she tells me she loves me, she wants to be friends, she starts crying, we can be civil. She still loves me, she had to do this, she's crying, she still loves.

WHAT DOES ALL THIS MEAN!?

She did agree to let the kids see the LMFT (C) I had picked for them. And her attorney did say that my W would need to speak with the C as well. Even though, its not for marital help.

I hate this crap. What do I do now?